Ia pasti datang , perkara yang paling dekat dengan semua orang.

It will sure to come , 

The only question is when .?

Imagine if you know when it was !




He said it all .. about my fear and worries .

At my age , this is priority , no more BMWs or Siti ... Nurnilamsari ... they are just racun


 





I am worried because I am not good in the past . Too many bad records . I have done it all against all the odds .

Sometimes I just think that if , if I just can hack into gods data base and erase my wrongs.

But the software can't be found ... even at Low Yatt  and the CCTV that god puts to record of our wrong doing , it runs 24 / 7 ...I wonder about my recordings ... oh that night , one stance only is the worst ! ada ke ? Tak ade kut , and the threesome with the cat , makan baki peha ayam KFC.




... and the incidents at the R and R , aku mandi telanjang ... dan aku bohong pada Polis di sekatan jalan raya , road tax aku tertinggal di rumah pada hal dah mati sebulan , dan pada makcik kedai makan , aku makan nasi lauk gulai bawal dan sayur bayam pada hal aku ambil udang kecil masak petai dua ekor sorok di bawah sayur bayam dan masa kecil aku ambil 5 biji gula hacks sedangkan aku bayar harga 4 biji 40 sen ., ....



kerja ponteng , tipu boss , MC sepatutunya aku kerja ... and all those stupid dating.. all those onanis , gambar Jenny Lopez .. ayo ... tambah lah sikit sikit clips di internet entah japanese creampie , america pie dan tosai pakistan dan bunyi bunyi orgasm isssh ... aku kotor !


Let alone about bibir negro , lubang tanduk , tundun tinggi ... and the careless whisper .. who needs them ..


I am worried about the things that will appear in there .. in the ground in where I will rest .., tak ada wifi , tak ada downlight even worst the ventilation system and the hp xperia will be out of signal coverage  and there , no one will be selling top ups ... no more bottled drinks ... and dont try to think about  burgers ..


banyak .... doce ! aku .


BU and DU is not what it take to be there .

What matters is .. Amalan .

That will be the saving to be redeem there !